Sentou-Dai

Lips and tongues and legs and hands and fingers. Two bodies entwined together The embodiment of sin. Born of thy blood, and cursed by thy sin. Love like a flame, smouldering and burning them away It feels like they'll be burnt out any second now as they get closer and closer As two bodies become one in the act of love. ~~ Outside in the snow one girl waits. For the boy that she loves to come. But he is inside with his father, you see And soon that love will turn to hate. ~~ In another room, a red-head ponders. A groan and a gasp and a ravaging shudder. He hears every movement every word every sound With an irritated sigh and a

Disgusting I look at her in the mirror And I see nothing but these FLAWS I look at her hands and see spidery cracks all along the palms. I trace my hands down her body and the skin flakes away her body that is so FLAWED it's littered with scars She is such a MESS such a failure who is drowning in those FLAWS She can't do anything right. I can't do anything right. I'm weak and useless and like her, FLAWED

The first time I met him I had just crashed my car. An accident, you see of my own fault, but it's lucky no-one was hurt. I was standing on the street, waiting for the tow. He was walking home in his pinstriped suit. I was close to tears, and he wrapped his arm around me At first I didn't know what to say but I realised there wasn't anything to say. I broke down to tears and he just held me tight Slowly he walked me down the street, to a bar He sat me down in a seat and put a drink in my hands "Drink this," he said and so I without thought. The second time was an accident of his making I'd had too many drinks when h

It's dark It's dark It's dark I think the walls are closing in Did you forget me? I'm still in here. Right now I think the ceiling is closing in and it's getting smaller tighter closer and i can't brea th e

I sit all alone In the darkened room My computer screen glows Lighting the room dimly I type and I chat and I read And I write for hours When I realise for myself I'm alone in this house. My mother and father are asleep in their beds The cats are long gone My friends all logged off I skulk in empty chatrooms I try to distract myself And it works for a while I look in my desk draw when I realise it My phone is left inside of the car I drag my feet to the front door of the house I flick on every light but it's just not enough The shadows creep about my feet As I walk down the path to the car I open the door my arms are shive

Sometimes I'm just lying in bed and I don't want to be awake, I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again, I don't want to talk to anyone, I don't want to be alive. I feel lazy and unmotivated, but most of all I feel worthless.